sorry teacher I cant do my homework because I don’t fucking give a shit
i want to live in a freaking earthship so bad
ha, thank you very much! it’s still very much a hobby. and if people really do like the stuff that i put out, then i’ll continue putting it out! especially covers n stuff.
short answer: i don’t know what i want.
long answer: it’s kind of weird, but i don’t seem to like it as much as i used to guess? i don’t know. music is still one of my passions and i love it. writing almost seems like more of a chore now, though (at least lyrically). this is especially weird to me because it used to come so naturally. like there are so many notebooks i have from when i was a kid of just lyrics. now i can’t even think of what to write. i’ll have very general ideas but it’s harder to branch off of them and actually write.
musically, i have gotten noticeably better at coming up with guitar parts and stuff, which is awesome! and i actually really like what i’ve been coming up with, but i have a tough time tying parts together to create a song, especially when it comes to bringing the lyrics into the song.
i’m probably just thinking too much about the whole process to the point that it’s stressing me out and i can’t make what i want. it doesn’t help that i want to perfect everything.
i don’t know if this will last forever or not. it’s just so bizarre to me, though, because for 19 years of my life i wanted to do music so bad for a living and now that it’s to the point where i might actually be able to, i might not want to anymore?
but yeah like i said this might change again, who knows?
hey anon, i’m going to answer your question!
but not right now, probably tomorrow.